course, I do not forget your birthday. I fear that this will be the last thing I will never forget in my life. And I'm good at forgetting birthdays.
A very good friend of many years old does not tire of it, my shit together every year if I have forgotten her birthday. And my ex-wife has now learned at an early stage, and also to invite me to remember her birthday.
As my stepdaughter three or four days later, a birthday is, the risk is low, forget even that. Then it's already vague in terms of the birthdays of my sister, my nephews and my niece. My memory of their birthdays is then time rather nebulous, sooner or later, around day or week to the current day. This is my memory always sympathetic and cordial, and sometimes I create also usually a telephone call. If your birthday is
something else, and so I can not forget my birthday, it's me with your well. I wish it were otherwise. Yes, I wish it were otherwise, and today I would not want you puke the birthday cake at your feet.
I had been almost ten years a lot of effort to find out extent at least, how do you want to celebrate your birthday favorite. You can indulge in some way the left always right about you, whatever I had even thought of.
The surprise party in a big circle, the small circle, the candlelight dinner in the desert, the fireworks on your fortieth, the champagne at the Arctic circle, whatever. But strictly speaking, it went well with you damn.
You know, I've really been a lot of trouble with your Birthdays.
You were always so depressed when your birthday came in sight. You have said time and again to live on borrowed time.
When we first met you were speaking of which perhaps only ten or fifteen years, and still enjoy them with me do. Years later there were only five or ten.
I also remember very well how often I despaired over the years and struggled with our destiny. Why would just you and us so that to happen. And I wondered if that would each be our last common birthday. I could not and I did not imagine a life without you.
to Man's birthday not chickens before they hatch, the medicine is making progress and it is now clear that you make your years full and still can have many birthdays. And now you do it so well as you like, with a fifteen years younger man in the circle of all those whom you have made it clear what a liar and a cheat but I.
But why have you not even turned up in these years with your nose, or at least be honest, what do you think of my efforts really?
had Instead I made a fool of myself and play from you and leave whenever I wanted to leave you You're broke into tears and swore to me your love. And I'm sure idiot you lost. Yes, my own stupidity makes me so angry today. And today on your birthday again this is especially bad. But it is good that now comes up to me and I want to throw up, even if I do not eat enough.
I told you two years ago, when you begged me to be your best friend, do not expect any Christmas greetings and birthday wishes from me. Nothing has changed. Obviously I still have not digested and forgotten everything to do with you, even if I so much long for me. This is a knowledge and experience for which I am very grateful.
And what now remains of nausea will pass, after I've been sick myself.
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